Finally, it's Way Too Cool race week. I've been lingering in that purgatory state between coming off a race (American Canyon 50k three weeks ago and the Bay Breeze Half two weeks ago) and approaching another race. Combine that with a lack of motivation (from a little achy-ness, challenging life situations, etc.) and you end up with weird, half-ass weeks of lower milage yet with harder efforts sprinkled in (to make up for the milage). I haven't tracked the miles over the last two weeks but it's only around 40 mpw, though mixed in are a couple of stair workouts (4000 steps climbed each) and decent mid-long runs of a couple hours.
My hip was jacked up after the flat half marathon (I'm done with that short, flat, "fast" stuff for a while). So, I've been hyper-aware of the dull ache deep in the hip and at the top of the femur. It's nothing debilitating but not something I'd like to endure for a 100 miler, for sure. With the soft running, it seems to be better. Saturday will be a good test of it, since I plan to run about as hard as I can with the hopes of a top 20 finish. Any of my non-runner friends who've commented on my recent success in cherry picking results will understand why I tell them Way Too Cool will prove that I'm just a smudge in the group and not that fast. Case in point: last night I was at my frequent sushi place and my normal waiter, who knows I run long stuff, brought up 100s and asked how long it takes one to run them. Without going into deep explanation, I just blurted out "about 20-30 hours, depending on the course." He pulled out a pen and a scrap of paper and asked what my name is, "In case you're someone known, so I can say I know you." It was a wave of embarrassment mixed with a ripping undercurrent of depression at the realization that I'm, in fact, "nobody". I wanted to explain to him that the mere activity of running ultras does not make someone a known athlete. I wanted to tell him, by example, that this week's race will result in the winner crossing the finish line about 45 mins before I lumber through. It's all relative. Instead, I just gave him my website url and figured he'd be impressed with all the colors on the page, fully unaware that it's simply a journal about a guy who travels around the country a lot and runs up and down trails for no other reason than escape. He bought me a tall Kirin, so it was worth the conversation.
In terms of goals for Way Too Cool, as I mentioned earlier, I'm going to run it about as hard as I can. The field is stacked so deeply and has so many participants (over 800), that it'll be difficult to key off anyone in particular before the race gets underway. I'll just try to stay in that 2nd group (well behind the 5:4x min mile guys) off the start and go with anyone who attracts my attention. I'll be very happy with a sub 4 hour finish but will be mostly running for as high a placing as possible. If the perfect day unfolds, top 20 would be fine… top 10 would be unheard of.
I often find myself dreaming of big time goals for races, until I realize that even if I do meet my time goal...I will still not even be top 10 or so, not to mention the pain and suffering I'd go through. So then I just go back to my happy place and remember just to enjoy the trail and my health :)
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ReplyDeleteThat's why I wrote "…for no other reason than escape." Good point.
The first mile is retarded. Think I was 80th or so hitting the trail after a 6:12.
ReplyDeleteOh yeah, I know, Patrick. I've run the start 3 times now and will likely run part of the course again wednesday. It's A fast first couple miles. If youre taking it easy, 80th at mile 5 translates into top 20 at the finish.
ReplyDeleteYou'll do great Tim, see ya out there.
ReplyDeleteTim, great post & well put. I could relate to a lot of what you wrote from my perspective as a strong--but not top--runner in the female field. Winning some smaller, regional races boosts my ego and gives me a taste of how satisfying it is to push hard and finish first ... but then I enter a race with serious competition and am completely humbled, happy if I can break the top 20, and I fight negative feelings like you said of being "a nobody." Anyway, for what it's worth, my advice to you for Saturday is the tried & true "run your own race." Don't key off anyone or worry about anyone--just race your own watch--until the final 10M to 10K when you can shift your focus to picking off people. A sub-4 time is a great goal. I read a really good WTC report a few years ago from a friend & fast runner (Garett) who pushed incredibly hard to break 4 and missed it by just a couple of minutes, so that gives me an idea that you're setting the bar high. Have a good one, and I look forward to reading the report.
ReplyDeleteMarshall Ulrich, Dean K, el Caballo Blanco (or whatever his name is), Gordy Ansleigh probably aren't capable of breaking top 20 at WTC either, but they're ultra "somebodies", at least as far as a waiter at a sushi restaurant is concerned. Excuse the obvious comment from some stranger on the internet, but being "nobody" or not being "somebody" is a choice. I find great inspiration and beauty in folks that may toil in obscurity, but are fueled by passion for what they do, and not the extrinsic rewards, like being a somebody.
ReplyDeleteWell said.
DeleteUh, yeah.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Nicole, for the heavy comment. In the context of what I wrote, the waiter was referring to popularity and exposure based on external perception of performance in a given sport, not individual perception. I obviously believe I am "somebody".
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